What would change in your life if choosing yourself became a daily act of devotion instead of an afterthought?
Join me for Awaken with Cacao: A 30-Day Devotional Immersion
A guided experience with ceremonial cacao designed to deepen heart-connection, rebuild self-love at the root, and anchor devotion into the rhythm of your everyday life.
A guided experience with ceremonial cacao designed to deepen heart-connection, rebuild self-love at the root, and anchor devotion into the rhythm of your everyday life.
Somewhere along the way, you became an afterthought...
There was never a dramatic moment where you decided you didn’t matter. It happened more quietly than that, as your days filled with other people’s needs, other people’s timelines, and responsibilities that felt too important to delay, while your own desires slowly became something you would “get to later.”
You didn’t think of it as self-abandonment. You believed selflessness was proof of love, and that placing yourself at the center of your own life would somehow make you selfish. That belief quietly shaped the way you moved through your days.
When devotion to yourself becomes optional, your sacred time is the first thing to disappear under pressure. You promise you’ll wake up earlier tomorrow. You think about starting a real practice that belongs only to you. Then the week fills up and it doesn’t happen.
When that pattern repeats long enough, you’re not simply postponing a practice.
When you choose to postpone devotion to yourself, you also choose to postpone the woman you’re meant to be and the life you’re meant to live.
Why I created this for you...
For most of my life, devotion flowed outward. I devoted myself to holding everything together, to making sure my daughters were safe and supported, and to sustaining a career in interior design that demanded constant output. What I didn’t know was how to anchor my life in a consistent relationship with myself.
When cacao entered my life, she didn’t arrive as an occasional ceremony. I felt drawn to her immediately and began sitting with her every single day. I didn’t know I was beginning something that would still be part of my mornings eighteen months later.
Over time, that daily devotion began revealing patterns I had lived inside of for years. I started noticing how often I pushed aside what I really felt in order to keep the peace or avoid disappointing someone else. Sitting with cacao created a space where honesty surfaced more easily and my connection to myself became stronger.
I created Awaken with Cacao because I know what happens when devotion stops being something you do if there’s time and becomes something you treat as foundational and sacred.
Why 30 Days With Cacao Matters
You could attend a single cacao ceremony and feel connected, moved, and aware of something deeper stirring inside you. A powerful evening can absolutely open a door. But what happens when you return to that doorway the
next day, and the next?
30 days with ceremonial cacao is very different from a beautiful one-time experience. When you return to cacao consistently, the connection stops feeling like a special event and begins to feel like a relationship, one where your own inner voice becomes easier to hear.
Cacao carries a gentle intelligence. She doesn’t force insight or override your free will. Instead, she creates an environment where truth is harder to avoid and self-connection becomes easier to access.
30 days gives you enough time to move beyond novelty and into devotion, and to experience what changes when you return to your own inner world every single day.
What you'll experience in these 30 days...
By the end of these 30 days, you won’t simply have completed a daily ritual. You’ll have lived inside a different rhythm long enough to feel what changes when showing up for yourself becomes a daily commitment instead of something that happens every once in a while.
During this 30-day immersion, you will:
Choose yourself intentionally every day and feel how that consistency strengthens your sense of self-worth
Begin to see yourself as someone worthy of time, attention, and devotion, not just someone who manages everyone else’s needs
Work with ceremonial cacao daily and experience how it gently opens emotional honesty instead of pushing feelings aside
Confront the ways you’ve been abandoning yourself or people-pleasing, supported by a practice that allows truth to surface without force
Feel the difference between shrinking to keep the peace and speaking from a more grounded, heart-connected place
Experience the depth of connection that becomes possible when cacao is part of your life every single day
How this immersion works...
This is a guided, time-bound experience with a clear beginning, supported middle, and meaningful close.
You won’t be left wondering what to do next.
When you enroll, you’ll receive immediate access to the two-week preparation phase. During this time you’ll move through foundational video lessons that introduce ceremonial cacao, help you create your sacred space, and guide you in establishing a rhythm that works within your real life. You’ll also have time to source your cacao and prepare intentionally before we begin.
After those two weeks, the 30-day immersion begins. Your daily commitment is simple: sit with cacao.
Some days will be spacious and reflective, others quiet and brief.
The structure is intentionally flexible so your practice can remain responsive and alive.
At the start of the immersion, you’ll receive access to a library of guided meditations, journaling prompts, and ritual practices so you can choose what feels aligned each day.
We’ll gather live for two Zoom cacao ceremonies - one to open the immersion and one to close it - along with a mid-immersion group coaching call for support and integration.
There is structure, live connection, and steady support, as well as space for your practice to become deeply your own.
What you'll receive...
Everything inside this immersion is designed to support you in showing up consistently,
without overwhelm and without guesswork.
When you enroll, you’ll receive:
A two-week preparation phase with foundational cacao lessons
A guided 30-day ceremonial cacao immersion
A meditation and journaling library to support your daily practice
Two live Zoom cacao ceremonies (opening and closing)
A mid-immersion group coaching call
Private community support during the immersion
Lifetime access to all recordings and materials
The investment for Awaken With Cacao is $444
with a payment plan available in three monthly installments of $166.
When you enroll, you’ll receive access to the preparation phase beginning April 25th to start creating your sacred space and sourcing your cacao.
The 30-day immersion begins on May 9th, and we’ll move through it together from there.
This is an investment in what happens when you stop postponing your own devotion and commit to it daily.
Your 30 Days Begins Here!
30 days is a meaningful stretch of time. It’s long enough to feel change, long enough to encounter resistance, and long enough to experience what consistent ceremonial cacao can actually open in you.
This immersion isn’t about becoming someone new. It’s about giving yourself a contained season of devotion and seeing what shifts when you show up for yourself daily, with intention and with support.
If that feels aligned, I would love to guide you through it.
Preparation begins April 25th, and we begin together in ceremony on May 9th.
The woman you’re meant to be is built in the days you choose yourself.